Laughing my @$$ off!

Seriously ... Bek - Cookie Monster has me LMAO!

Well yesterday was day number 1 ... for about the 15th time, but who's counting.

I have to do this ... I lost 40 lbs and have gained back 8. The whole time I'm eating something I'm saying to myself - I shouldn't do this but oh well ... I'll start Monday! Yeah right!

I've said it before, but my kids have picked up with my habits. I am so worry for them. I don't want them to have my issues. So, we are making changes in our family. Last night all four of us joined a gym! 

WAY 2 GO, 

MENLOVE's FROM DOWN UNDER!

Even though I felt so triumphant in my sucess to get all of us there (mostly Dan) I was saddened when we had to do measurements, not for me, I knew where I was, but for Mary. My sweet little girl's body fat % was more than mine. She started crying when she saw that she weighed more then her brother. (And I came home and cried by myself)

And that is why we joined.

So, for my kids sake - I say this ends now! I stop lollygagging - I know what works, I just don't want to do it. Well - it is time for a change, I DO want to do it. I WILL NOT eat cookies or cake. And if I do, I'm not going to chalk the whole week as gone ... because, then I do nothing and say "oh I'll start again on Monday" I do not want my kids in my place EVER! So it starts with me and (I'll need all ya'lls help)

So I'm throwing out the cookies ...

Tomorrow is another day!!!

OK, first let me say....I'm soooo jealous about the Mother's Taffy cookies!!!!

NOW down to business.....we have 5 months and about 1 week until we are all together for TOFW so we all need to get off the Titanic and get our butts in gear!! We all have the comfort eating habit so we need to brain storm and find something that can fill the comfort. I tried exercise....that didn't work - I would eat when I was done, I tried reading.....that didn't work - I would eat while reading, I tried sex.....that didn't work either - have to have a willing other participant and I would eat when we were done. SO what is left....we do we start....we do we need to do???????

IT'S A CRISIS of TITANTIC Proportions

Okay! I am in crisis mode! I seriously need help! I just polished off 1/2 of a box of Mothers Taffy cookies, very delish by the way.                                                

                                                                                                 

And now...
My belly hangs out past my boobs now (quote stolen from Tammy). I know what works, but I don't want to try anymore and I'm falling apart!

So now what?

I have NO IDEA!